skummies >:)

So fast racing against my heartbeat

2007-07-08T22:12:00.000-07:00

'if today its call un-fucked'

Okay, today sucks, like badly.
My whole family is in a god damn bad mood.
D: actually im not allowed to play comp.
But my parents went to m'sia.
Making a short one.
Ahahaha.

Todaym bestie came my house.
:/ slacked, cam-whored ++
Was sleepy, she went home around 5?
yeah, then i went to sleep.
D: was dead tired.

and went to dinner.
boring? yes, hate today.
AHHH!

bye.

Bruised by your love,Burned by your kiss,Is this true love?

2007-07-07T09:55:00.000-07:00

'heal the world with me'

Today is super short.
But, time with bestie make it a sweet one. :D
like duh, camwhore + movie @ my home.

had fun.
and thus today is 070707!
Wakakakaka!

Okay, Seraphina came my house around 4pm+
and we did our Home Econs homework and watch
"Get Rich Or Die Trying" :)
The show is actually rated NC16?
cause there's sexual parts.
lmao, but too late, Seraphina and me saw it.
Damn hilarious, were laughing like crazy.
:O then i stopped it when it came to the bathroom,
where all the naked man (naked from head to toe)
I stopped it there,
thus, Seraphina's stomach went kosong again.
Seraphina likes my mom's keropoks :D

and we went to buy crackers and eat @ playground side.
and start to snap pictures.

Ahhh, enjoyyy!

this is call art :D

& goodbye :D

We bleed this night till drained

2007-07-06T20:54:00.000-07:00

'im just running away from my fears'

Hello, hmmph, came to think about it.
I've got stageshock.
Im just afraid of going into the front and give information or what-so-ever.
Okay, thats my biggest fear :(
another fear is people pressing on my lap.
thats another thing i dislike.
T.T jubo kawans like to do that on me.

i actually pee-ed last time when my friends did that on me. :3
There are still plenty of fears which I just so cant put into words.

Hmmph, School's boring today.
Short yet boring. :)
Youth's day assembly was alright, I guess.
:/ I just find Mr.Zuhri and Mr.Venan were like effin' cute.
They rocked the day for me.
for others, i dont give a damn.

Okay, the rest of the periods in school sucks.
Uhm, I seriously think Farhan had changed alot.
Becoming better, he dosen't ignore me anymore.
:D AT LEAST IM NOT INVISIBLE!
Not like last time, waved at him, he just walk off.

& he'd been crazier nowadays. :o
With Sufyan//Sofian.
Lmao.

Okay, english lesson was pretty dumb.
We'd our movie review thingy.
We planned to hard then in the end Ms.Tey postponed to next Friday.
Oh Miss Freak. :D
Its gonna be hilarious, trust me.
I meant the script we're doing.
(We= Jubo Kawans)

Seriously, i need to get a set of clothes.
Im' sick and tired of using the same goddess things every single day.

Band's kinda okay for me today. :D
Was pretty amazing, able to play quite alot of singapore songs.
D: Great, just great.

By the way, im not sure if its free or not. :/
The band will be performing at Kolam Ayer CC @ 9am on 5 Aug 07.
:D if you're able to go in, then' good larh.

Okay, after band, went home. :D
went home, played computer, shower,
went out for dinner, played comp again,going watch teevee,
and sleep :D

BYE!

lets be the ones to shine out

2007-07-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

'we can rock this love out'

Okay, didnt update earlier on cause i was busy surfing nets finding pictures like above.
:/ was easy, but nerve-wrecking.
And, i was busy doing this skin.
Im in love with this now.
Ahahaha, the guy's damn cute larh you know.

School sucks today.
Irritated by alot of classmates today.
Like, ALOT.
Okay, close to tears.
super close.
And, Im' hating my form teacher again.
Its repeating, urgh! :(
Im' hating school, teacher are forever picking on me.
No matter, how pathetic-innocent i look.

:D
But, haziqqqqq dearest saved my life.
+ seraphina larh.
lmao.
:/ okay, i kinda love the OUT-OF-NOWHERE sofa in sera's room.
damn soft and nice to rest on.
Thus,i was kinda silly.
I was talking on the phone, then i was sitting on the
side of the sofa where you place your arm at, thought its hard,
suddenly it bend right down, i threw my phone suddenly,
it flew okay.
damn hilarious.

Its fine, if you dont understand,
you dont have to.
get lost.

bye,
by the way, no song in the blog.
so far, not now.
whatever.
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye!

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA FUCK IT

2007-07-04T06:34:00.000-07:00

laugh all you want. >:l
the m'sia wedding dinner.
sorry poor picture quality, was using on of the oldest nokia camera phone.
:D

whisper your name when i see a shooting star

2007-07-04T06:20:00.000-07:00

'girls dont like boys, girls like cars and money'

is it me? or am i loving that old old songs.
I found it in my old,old damn bloody old laptop which probably going to collaspe very soon.
:) Okay, i think i shall not use Imeem anymore.
:/ people know all the songs i put here.
i dont like.

I shall use my own codes.
WAAKAKAKAKAKKAKA!

Okay, Ive got really NOT-HAPPY with _____,today.
I just cant stand her KEPT-REPEATED phrase all the time.
I mean she keeps on repeating it,
and she says about people but she ownself also do.
& YOU PEOPLE, DONT BOTHER ASKING ME WHO.
i wont tell, i keep this to myself and my diary.
So when i die, out of this year, they will need evidence,
they'll read my diary, so, they will know.
not you.

And, i feel like deleting my blog away.
And never blog anymore.
Im serious about this,
whats the point? you have a blog,
and all you care is the visitors coming to your blog.
you put a counter, and waited everyday for the counter to rise,
then when you get higher than your other friends,
you think you're some BIGSHOT.
Thats what i call, FUCKED UP.

Yes, band today,
is all about getting dirty again,
it happens every month,
now it will be every band practice,
we've to grease out instruments,
and the oil stained my skirt and uniform,
sucks big time okay,

then after that, took my psp from seraphina and went home.
:)

QUIZXZXZXZ TIME! :)
i rarely do this okay//

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
Never

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or
"tough guys"?
In the middle. :D

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired
guys?
Aint sure, dark haired guys. :D
Or better, old school black haired kinda guys.

4. Are you currently single?
. . . .

5. How many things in your past do you
regret?
All the sins ive done from young till now.

6. Do you have a best friend?
Yes.

7. What do you want to be when you
grow up?
Have a tiny star tattoo at the back of my ear
& lips pierced(its a must-must)

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
my sister. -.-"

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
In terms of relationships, yes.
Just a few days ago.

10. Have you ever thought about having
plastic surgery?
Never. Its fake stuffs.

11. Do you like your life?
for now ;
yes.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
Whats that? LOL

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen
a boyfriend from you?
Yeah

14. Has one of your friends ever
stabbed
you in the back?
Yes

16. Do you have more friends that are
girls or boys?
Same.

17. How long have you had friendster?
A year plus.

18. Have you ever cheated on someone?
No

19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
No

20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the
face?
Yes

21. What is one of your biggest fears?
Get heart-broken & MAAAATHSS! :(

22. Have you ever skipped class?
Duh.

23. Has anyone close to you ever passed
away?
No, my friends all are so lively,
they're never sick.

24. Have you ever cried yourself to
sleep?
This is A OF COURSE.

25. Have you ever not been able to get
someone out of your head?
Yes.

26. Do you believe in the saying "once
a cheater, always a cheater"?
No.

27. Have you ever had a good feeling
about something and it turned out you
were right?
Yeah

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
aint sure.

29. Do u ever wish u were a man? »
Yes. So I can wear nice shirts that I can't.

you are my oxygen alone.

2007-07-03T19:18:00.000-07:00

'i think im alone now'

Oh hello kiddos'.
I seriously hate people smoking, kills breath.
Damn, btw, didnt update yesterday?
Would like to guess why?
Busy playing PSP™ :D
So yaaaaaaay!
I played it till i didnt even think about my computer already.
OH-SO-SORRY.

As usual, I still have a super tight schedule this week.
:D IM GOING WITH SHAAAH-REE-ZAN this sat.
And go 'shopping' :/
ahahahahah.
I so cannot wait larhhhhhzxzxzx.
Thus, i know he'll reading this.
Get prepared sucker.
OHYA!

About yesterday. :)
ohya, good terms with shahrizan already la, fyi.

:O
LONG DAY YESTERDAY!
went out with jubo kawan except yuanlinnnn.
Okay, was kinda boring first part.
was okay at the ending part. :D

We went city hall first.
Eyed on $%&%@&*#.
Sorry, for personal to know :)
burned our ass there on the rooftop and went to bugis.

Cam-whored a little.
But, i shall put one here,
cause Gavin got all the photos in her blog.
You may see for yourself.
Took neoprint with all of them. :)
Bookmarked a Ink Bag there and thus,HEEEEEEEELS :)

:D then soon, huili had to go home,
Gavin and Huili left, and left seraphina and me,
went town, and eyed again on stuffs.
JUST ALOT I TELL YOU.
im gonna have a new clothes set by this week or next week.
Whole dress from head to toe. :D

Then went home around 9+
LOL, sent sera home as usual,
met up with Shahrizan for the PSP.
and chatted for a while.
No,for quite long,
talked about nonsense,
i was high then.
LMAO.
I spout the more craziest thing on the phone to Haziq while i was with shahrizan.
was crazy okay.

:D
Okay, goodbye.

heart throbs

2007-07-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

'honestly, i dont even care if you go heartbreaking'

Okay, busy yesterday.
30 June
A days before 1 July.
Eeee, june finish already, :/
July now, damn.

Yesterday, was really busy. :O
i didnt have time to sit down and start to laugh and think about the past okay.
Its that busy.
I went with my family + my uncles-aunties-cousin to Sentosa.
Had carnival there. yea.
I'd only enjoyed the game cause i won a octopus. :D
the person gave me like chance.

And i won myself a blue octopus.
i love it okay. :)
btw, im also not sure if its the correct spelling.
Yeah, enough said, mas sucks in spelling.
At least i dont call myself Jane. :l

Uhm.
After Sentosa, went back home, didnt had time to rest.
Put on my Baju Kebaya. my f' goddess.
I look so un-malay lurh.
I keep on adjusting the scratching my shoulders.
So damn itchy please. >:l

Okay, thought it would be some grand place in malaysia.
Suddenly at some Kampong. :l
MEANS IT WILL BE HOTTER!
damn. was sweating and sweating.
mosquitoes everywhere, scratch even more.
Okay, my cousin, Jamal, me and my sister was like playing our phones.
And the small kiddos there like us, keep on staring and the phones then stare at us.
lmao, was really very hilarious.
Then, Jamal lent me his PSP to play,
the kiddos' crowed behind me and looked at the PSP,
then i was playing racing okay.
When i hit the wall, they will say "bang bang bang!"
-.-"

Got one fat small boy i like.
damn cute okay.
I pinched his cheeks when i left.
-.-"

Uh, okay, i spent my ass there from 3.30pm to 12am.
Do you know how boring is it?
And i keep on playing Miami nights on my phone.
:) its addictive.
:DDDD

Yea, was boring at the kampong.
Its damn scary at night alright.
My sister wanted to take her phone from the car.
and i accompanied her.
damn scary okay,
No light nothing on the road side.
the kampongs all doors shut and no lights.
T.T

but i on my phone's flashlight.
lmao, for precaution. :)

Yea, so total came home at 2am plus.
:/ was dead tired.

ahahha.
Okay goodbye. :D

stars like scars

2007-06-29T14:51:00.000-07:00

Alright, really had fun yesterday. :)
Okay, its freaky yesterday okay.
You know i bought ribbon pins for my hair and bought another one for my sister.
When i came home, played comp,
my sister bought for me ribbon pins too.
-.-" worst come to worst, red also.
WTF. i also bought red.
But her one, its cloth, mine's plastic.
LMAO. :)

this is what its called sisters-alike.
whatever.

-------------------------
Starting from school. :3

Had to report to Mr.Kwok everymorning.
waited very long.
Thus, sweating like mad dog. :/
Singapore's weather is worsening everyday.
My goddess, its like everyone minute, you'll be sweating.
daaaaamn.

School is fine yesterday.
Home Econs was fun.
damn, i so can wait for the next lesson.
:D the teacher keeps on talking about breast feeding and stuffs.
and talking about obese people.
like someone in the class. :x
not saying who, but its a little obvious.
lmao.

English was crap.
just crap.
the indian teacher was so trying to talk like an ang moh
that he didnt even introduce himself to the class.
what the fish.
and he teaches stupid stuffs.
really pointless.

ahaha.
then had band.
same old stuffs.
brought back my french horn.
woah, amazing.
lol.

And, after band, went out with my love.
seraion. :)

yea, took neoprints and stuffs.
really nice larh.
i made one of the neoprint.
both our eyes blue.
damn effin' nice.
lets take it again, on monday, okay sera?
:D lol.
i want to do my eyes lighter blue or purple.
so cool.
got white!
ahahaha! -.-"
okay nuts.

hmmph, cam-whored quite little.
cause we're just had a short time.
and then its raining.
took pics very little.

oh wells, i post one pic,
others in sera.
but theres alot more.
:/ just cant be bothered to post.
lol, maybe in friendster or so whatever.
lmao.

goodbye.
got to prepare for the wedding at m'sia alr.
daaaamn, tired already la please.
T.T

rockstar wannabe

2007-06-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

'i hate to be hated, i rather to be loved like an original rockstar'

Changed Skin/Change songs >:)
Ah yes, im so free nowadays.
cause im not even touching whats inside my bag since after i went home from school.
meaning i dont even know if ive homework or not,
besides, who cares?

but i better do,
im like trying my 'best' to escape from many bad stuffs ive done.
LMAO, after Mr.Kwok say that im a common face in the Discipline.
He asked me to reflect, Ehm, im trying my best here!
supporters please.

Yeah, was kinda idiotic,
After recess, the class were like seperated into two ways,
one the correct way, another way(which was faster).
So, Gavin,Huili,Seraphina,Yuanlin and me went the another way.
Lmao, prefects called out ass out to dm.

Mr.Kwok is really damn ridiculous.
He asked us to stand in the super-HOT HOT HOT heat.
The sun was like directly facing our standing position.
Sweating like mad dogs.
But we're not.
Lmao, Chong Sheng and Sebastian keep on burping like crazy, thus, LOUD.
Oh, they're just jokers. :)

Then soon, everyone got a warning,
Gavin and me had to stay back longer,
cause Mr. Kwok wanted to give his speech.
He asked us to reflect.
and asked how we should improve
We had to face walls of opposite side.
OMG, you know the walls we facing got these bunch of nuisance posters.

Gavin's wall has the poster saying "Make Everyday Grand" something like that.
My wall has the poster saying "MAKE A DIFFERENCE!"

We planned to say those lines to Mr.Kwok.
But when we went to report to him for saying the reasons.
I was like laughing inside like crazy.
In the end, i came up with another reason.
Mr.Kwok didnt belieived, what fuck,
then ask me to reflect.
damn.

the rest of the period boring.
after the sun-tanning,
ive became very thirsty,
was drinking like ALOT of water from people's water bottle.
THANKS PEOPLE :)

Alright, Goodbye

haters and liars

2007-06-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

'i miss those times we're together'

was browsing through websites after websites,
then stopped by looking at this picture above. :)
The couple is total hotness please?
ahahah, especially the guy, damn effin' hot larh.

And if im not wrong, they're Philippinos' or either Indonesians.
really hot alright :)
two newest people i will go ga-ga over of the year :D

>:)

i wont tell anyone about them.
ahahah, best, you go find out yourself.

--------------------------------------------

School, sucks as usual.
Not much to do, not much to say.
WHY ISNT ANYONE TAGGING MY CBOXZXZ?!
this is so saddening. :(
im gonna make a threat.
if it dosent make 10 tags,
im not posting new posts.
or maybe still, quit blogging.

School getting more pathetic than ever.
Alright, i hate school days.
Damn damn damn damn damn!

Goodbye. :)

there and forever

2007-06-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

'if sitting down here for hours dont work, im getting it off'

HEY-DEE-OHHH PEOPLE! :)
i love tuesdaysssss, but today school day is abit off.
:/ Okay, first day of geography.
Oh yeap, i really hope it will be like interesting,
not like last year, geog was like back of my head,
i dont give fucks to it. :l

Damn, really hope geog will be fun.
rawr rawr.
Yay, Ms.Koh is now getting more wierd.
She got the whole class, and played some activities.
But, Gavin,Yuanlin,Huili,Sera and me were like the active ones.
As usual, unlike others, sit on the steps and laze around.
So damn, artificial. :)
Fake laaaaa.

And, all the girls have to do is just stand on a bench.
Simple as that.
But OH-SO-PRETTY-MEICHING didnt want to.
she said something like this
"Huh? i tried this before, very hard one, if i go, everyone surely fall"
OMG, she admits her own.
Please, its just a game, we wont pick on you.
Oh wells, second game, the whole girls played. :)
So good for that.

Okay, bad mood for sera today.
-.-"
this happens all the time.
I know school days will end up like this.
Someone will always play alone. :)
Yea, so today's sera.
Yesterday? Myself.

Just now went to met up with Haziqqqqqq sayangku :)
He massaged my back, lmao.
Uhm, its the best massage?
like totally. :)

Okay, today blew up in discipline room.
Waited for very long.
Gavin really didnt wanted to dye her hair back
cause if she does, her $130 of her rebonded hair will be damaged like badly.
Yeah, and Atiqah + Murni were pretty idiotic.
-__- they keep on telling me about their hair.

ahaha, HAIR HISTORY.
lol.

Alright, goodbye.

being loved and love certain people

2007-06-25T07:27:00.000-07:00

Alright, came back to blogger :)
Hmmph, today school sucks, big time.
regret, you may ask others how was i feeling in class,
horrible? yes very. :(
no, miserable is the proper word.

hate class, but i think Ms.Koh has finally changed to somebody better.
and finally im god damn in charge of the god damn notice board. :)

Almost of the whole day, even now, im having this major headache.
Except for the period, after band :)
was superb, whole horn section, cam-whored.
like yay, Okay, stephanie,bevin,felicia lim and me were like cam-whoring like crazy.
jumping and jumping.
was pretty fun.

bwahahaha, the good shot is the pic above of this post.
Wonderful? yes very.

Now, back with the headache. :(
Damn, whats going on with this headache thing going in my head.
its ACHING MY FUCKING HEAD. :(
i hate it.

goodbye.

six feet under

2007-06-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

you see that black and red star on her back?
yes, thats the tattoo i want in future. :D
I really love it alright, but, i dont think my parents would like me if its permanent.
Damn, but it would be so sweet if i have it on the back like her. :)
simply cool.

Alright, i obviously changed blogskin and music. :)
I just find this picture darn cool.
Alright, thus, she's actually not dead. -.-"
i just censored her eyes so she looked dead like a dead fish on a pond.
Uhm, well, did not do the vector.
Vector are hardcore okay. :]
So, quite trying. lmao.
Ah yes, its from rockable. :D
Her vectors are damn rock please.
Plus Heroine's one.

Okay, i dont think some people would know what the hell am i talking about.
& i think my phone' hates seraphina.
Whenever Seraphina call me by her phone.
My phone will like really lag and will not move.
And damn, i need to take off the battery and start it again. :(
So, seraphina, dont call me with your phone.
Really lag, but other people can.
I mean not Seraphina's number.
Its not only wierd, its scary.

Alright, went to see the dentist today.
To put in the rubber bands.
Some came off. Its damn stupid as usual.
Tomorow im going again. :l
An appointment. :(
damn, i really hope i dont see anyone i know.
It really gets annoying when you see people you know
and they'll be like shocked as you are.
And last friday i saw the worst person i thought i will meet.
:l not saying who, she should know.
her acting is damn fake alright, she see me and she was like breathing in so much air.
whatever you call it. -.-'
i mean shock lurh.

and fuck msn, talking to rafain halfway and went screwed and cant be bothered to sign in back.
& haziq came over my house just now. :]
My parents not around lurh.
If my parents know, i think i'll be on the bbq pit like pork. :(
Parents are such mosquitoes at times.
So annoying lurhhhhhhhhhhh!

Next tuesday, its haziq and me's one month. :D
lol, sound pathetic, yes i know.
But, its me and him and i love him like crazy.

Hmmph, alright,
goodbye,
Damn, im dead bankrupt now.
I want that $8 back badly.
fuckfuckfuck! :(

Okay, bye.

toilet's our new best friend

2007-06-12T21:20:00.000-07:00

Hello! :D
okay, i hate MSN, mine's screwed again.
Thank goddess, i think im deleting it away and download it again.
Its' really fucked up okay.
Keep on coming out the "Dial-up Connection"
If click cancel cannot signed in.
Fuck, it say 'connect' also say cannot signed in.
total f-tards to the corr. :(

:) really had fun yesterday night.
esp with my dear junior, felicia. :D
she's damn fun to be with, seriously.
We cam-whored alot at the bbq.

Alright, let me start from the beggining. :}
I was late, cause Haziq was my house.
Not late, kinda late, please, few minutes only.
Rawr! :D
alright, then i went to meet felicia, she was under my block,
so haziq sayang left. :(
Felicia and me walked to Whampoa to find Rafi. :)
Lmao, he's still in the chalet now i think,
he's sleeping overnight.

Okay, we used cab to go there,
i came out $4. T.T

& i regret paying for the bbq,
i want a refund?
felicia and me.
We want refund. :)
i think we wasted our money like alot.
8 bucks, we ate nothing but air.
We went walking, came back, everyone ate everything.
We were walking in search of hot malay guys. :D
thats what we always do.
We saw alot of bunches of hot guys.
We were walking to Mac.
okay, its because we're dead hungry,
and the bbq was like so slow.
in the end, we didnt even eat a single hot dog or chicken wing.
waste of money.
but i enjoyed myself there, i dont think it should worth 8 bucks.
Enjoying is priceless. :)

Felicia and me bought two large fries,
I ate one whole packet,
another one we use shaker fries. :)
but then we didnt ate finish cause we went back then sat with our senior.
Shafiq,Aniq and Saniy.
They were smoking and smoking.
then they eat the fries, then we never eat.
lmfao, okay, im in love with aniq's blonde hair.
His nail damn funny please, he used his black hair dye and put on his nail.
Now its dyed black on his nail :D

Then went back, food finish, like damn.
everyone was like eating and eating and stomach bloated like crazy.
I knew this would happen, always not enough.
Felicia and me paid and we ate nothing but air .
:( damn, wasted, my father just gave me the money for saving sia,
then spend for nothing, like throw money. damn damn damn!

Okay, Felicia and me dont feel like staying at the chalet cause its like dead and boring.
So, we went to the toilet.
First, we thought its some dirty old crap toilet, i wanted to adjust my hair.
Damn, the toilet's abit scary, esp the cubicle part.
But there's like this mirror part and place to slack i think.
So we snap alot of pictures.
Thus, the toilet's very isolated usually, thats why very eerie at times.
I was very scared to see something also. :D
but we still cam-whored like crazy, until i sweated.
ahahahha! :)

okay, below's all the pictures.
ALL you know.
you know how freaking tired my hands are?
buy clicking here and there?
okay, its my blog, so, no complains. :)
i love you skummies.
am i getting lame or what?

ahahha, this reminds me of felicia.
ahahha, someone prank called her or either really wrong number.
He was asking for sex, and he keep on saying "i love you" to her.
But it was suppose to be for another malay girl ah,
but the guy was like saying all this filthy thing like damn you know.
If i were her, i would have freak out and just die on the spot.
No lurh, just freak out.

And Hedayah,Zakaria and Poh How was damn horny at the chalet and while going back okay.
They were talking about sex,sex and more sex.
Aniq keep on asking felicia for sex and then have sex at the bushes.
LOL! its really funny, you should have seen Aniq's face, like stressed up.
Farid like suddenly very friendly, ahahhh.
Zakaria is like damn horny alright,
He bought liquor and drank infront of us,
He drank with Aniq but Zak drank the most.
But, he's the same thing, horny as ever.
He called me sextoy.
But, i missed his really horny jokes.
He and Poh how said that Felicia's butt very solid not nice,
then hedayah wanted to squeezed it.
Like fuck to the corr.

hmph, yea, and i learnt abit of guitar stuffs yesterday.
Shahrizan teached me.
I think im pathetic, im so slow in it,
And i move my hands damn slow even snails could have played better.
OMG! ANIQ! fuck youuuu!
Why you play so nice?
hmmph, he can play alot songs i tell you.
I like it when he played the latin songs.
Damn style please. :)

Okay, Pictures below. :D
heh.
byebye.

walking to mac :)

walking to mac again. -.-"

aniq and my hand. was suppose to be like squeezing his head.
but turned out cute lurh. :D

pathetic superfiq. -.-"
supermas better lurh please.

this was outside toilet,
we're waiting for the hot mats from the boy's toilet to come out.
okay, one of them if effin' hot alright.

under one the lamp post. :]

>:)

the toilet. its my favourite color.
MAAAAROOOOOOOOON! :D

Yay, ghost in stripes. :)

was talking on the phone with my dearest haziq. :)

this are one of her stupid ideas.

yaaa, its that stupid.

she wants to be emo
but failed cause she's wearing so damn bright ah the color.
please? dont be a freak la felicia. lmfao.

this is really stupid. :l

this is more proper. :)

i think this is the worst of the day.
the most stupidest picture,
btw, its my idea.
Somebody get this piece of art to the Singapore Musuem right now.
hah! just joking.

there was a dead baby cockroach on the floor.
Was felicia's stupid idea pose.

My stupid idea of acting like ahbengs and ahlians.
just look at felicia's face,
damn funny please.

i think felicia look more like the ahbeng.
She sit the legs until so wide open.

RAWR!

BYE LOVES :)

It's true romance is dead, I shot it in the chest then in the head.

2007-06-11T21:05:00.000-07:00

'its the love that counts'

uh huh.
Hello everybodaaaayyye. :)
the copycats' dead, now she's back with some cheap skin.
ALLLL-RIGHTTT! enough saying about other people.
I know she'll reading my blog, and stealing pictures again.
C'mon baby, c'mon baby. :D
LaTeR i rEpOrTz To tHe PoLiCe.
how noober can people get?
fuckers cant get their hands to type properly.
they think its cute by typing while pressing the "Caps Lock" key.
how disgusting. :D

Well, enough said, many of my friends still do that.
So, to them only, no offence, to people i dont know, but know me,
its a major offence.
Alright, i was just joking.
My sister and Haziq sayang went to play guitar at some place.
-___-" and my dammit tuition teacher havent arrive yet.
she's like an hour late.
GREAT!!

the time was actually for haziq and now i wanted it for tuition,
and she's not here yet! RAWR!
how much fuckier can she get? damn.

now, i have to wait and wait and wait and wait for later bbq. :D
YAAAAAAAAAAY!
im staying there until late late night.
like wonderfuuuuuul!
i thought it'll a hard task asking my parents about it.
but they approve like SNAP!

Me: Eh.. Mama.. Tomorow got band's bbq ah, at night, can i go? from evening to late night?
*fearing of some screaming*
My mother: Really meh? walao, your father just gave you $10 then now tell me got bbq. Alahhhhh! Okay la okay la, what time you going?
Me: Around 5.30 ah. so can ah?
My Father: yelayela, dont go there go clubbing ah, dont gatal gatal over there.
Me: -smile- and start screaming.

Didnt know its will be so easy. :D
i need to pack stuffs later.
Damn, i'd to pay $8 for it.
isnt it like bloody expensive?
i love to stay, but i hate to pay. :D
its true, i think thats everyone's future motto alright.

Okay, thats it,
I'll update tomorow,
the pictures and stuffs.
Yes? okay good.
goodbye. :]

poison morphine

2007-06-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

"waiting for something that will lead back to peace"

Okay, the copycat is back.
Well, guess she loves me so much until she dosent want me to hate her.
Until she wont admit she's in fault.
Oh so "kawaii"
seriously, whatever girl, the skin's mine,
You didnt even change the skin?
you just change the width and heigh etc.
but the profile everything is mine.
so, means you're just a nobody?
how more fucker than she get?
damn girl. you better get your own.
you're so lucky, im in such a good mood today.
THANKS TO SERAPONNNNNNNG! :D
we were once again racist @ the playground.
:/ its sera, not me. Its never me.

The bangla girl was really like fucked up.
We were sitting on the playground like so happily.
Then she came, we ignored her,
but then she went downstairs,
then start poking our stuffs.
Seraphina was really pissed off.
And walked off and shouted at the banglas's father, i think,
"your children ah, anyhow touch ppl things"

the man keep on staring at her.
lmfao, i was bursting out laughing at that time,
was damn funny.
but honestly, the girl's a real horny shit.
I was wearing skirt okay! :(
She keep on immitating us how we talk and stuffs.
Like, tell me, who would not get pissed?
You would right, thank god, she's like a small fry.
She was like attracting the construction banglas on the opposite,
totally dis-gust-ing. :(
hate them like crazy.

damn, okay, goodbye loves.
band is boring today.
WHY?
Mr.Samad wasnt around.
Damn, so its like 45% more boring.
oh damn.
okay goodbye.

2007-06-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

Onwards singapore! :D
alright, what am i talking about.
Okay, kinda dislike yesterday.
Why? cause im left out.
T.T

Felicia went with my sister.
Haziq went talking with Shahrizan.
& me? left alone. :((((((((((((
oh fuck, i just kinda hate yesterday.
Im' LEFT OUT.
damn, and im banned on going out for a few days.
later, im going malaysia. :(
but to kota tinggi. :D
Okay, hope nothing will turn me down later.

My Indonesia trip is like totally cancelled due to no ferry will be ferrying us back to singapore.
Yes, very pathetic.
I did not get much sleep just now.
Damn, my aircon woke me up.
it started to drip water! :(
OMG! im so poooooooooooooor!
i cant even afford a new aircon.
not like, ziqqie, who has an aircon like 'woah!" kinda thing.
damn.

okay, pictures below.
There were ALOT hot people @ esplanade yesterday night btw.
:) im glad.
but still was boring.

alright, goodbye.
btw, shahrizan red color hair looks like Adidas brand.
:l you know the three stripes? yea, like his hair.
i want to highlight my hair red too. :l
if possible :D
okay, goodbye.

fake apology

2007-06-08T20:23:00.000-07:00

Hello, :)
alright, today, im suppose to go with my sayang.
but, I already promised Felicia that i'll going out with her today on 9th.
:/ so damn, sorry zeeeqie. :(
And oh, I'll always love you,haziq :]

So, later, will be going out with Felicia. :D
Like totally, bitching and gossiping and stuffs.
darn, its like so long since going out with her.
i mean like yeah, when was the last time going out with her?
Like, last month? thats long alright.

and im like darn tired.
i'll going out later @ 4.
to meet up felicia. :]
so meanwhile, i enjoy lunch at home.
Mom will be cooking ayamas,
which other chickens can beat ayamas, you tell me?
none right? :]

heh, told you.
okay, im being sarcastic.
hmmph,
short one today,
probably, today with felicia will comfirm have more pics to post.
alright, goodbye. :]

you're so scene

2007-06-08T00:33:00.000-07:00

:) Hello wannabes.
darn, im really in for some sleepings now.
Yes, meaning, im darn tired.

Ahahahaha,
I off to bed soon after i click on the
"Publish Post" thingy. :D
My mom's watching her indonesia's shows in her room. :/
I went to the hospital just now.
Had my dental check. :)
I'm gonna have braces.
oh fffffff, now they put some funny bands on my teeth.

Its called the seperater?
:l it looks kinda cool but for a whole week?
damn, overheard the doctor saying, im putting it on in another 4 weeks.
darn, thats fast. :/

And, i will be able to look like a nerdy young chap. :D
Which im so not,
eyy, its worth trying you know. :]
Hiphoppers called it grills.
maybe i can be in theri crib. :o
WOOHOOHOO!
alright, enough,
its reminding me of 50 cent and D12.
lmfao. :)
i love them last time alright!!

mwahahahaa,
alright, my dearest sayang got his computer back.
and now, he's busy working his ass off giving off flyers at Sengkang.
yea, he and his friend.
-.-" his pay is pathetic.
oh yes, ziq, its pathetic. :)
but, since you're so bored, enjoy going. :D

My mom didnt allow me to go out today with seraphina.
damn, was stucked at home.
& sera, i dont feel like watching the movie.
My tuition friends watched it, they say its like shit.
-___- then they say
"psssk, Men In White is like... WORST THAN SHIT AH!"
yea, thats what they said.
lol, remembered damn clearly.

:D
alright.
goodbye.

in this endeavor, make this last forever

2007-06-07T21:56:00.000-07:00

'its just that humans cant' recycle'

ahhh, hello. :)
Now, that pisser is gone,
im better off in peace now. :D
oh darn, she's so funnaayyyeee.

her blog, everything is the same, y'all know.
:/ Actually, its pretty scary.
Even my profile picture, she also pose like me.
Reflections, big baggy shirt and a twist on the hand.
Exactly like mine.
Only mine, i didnt wear jeans.
she did, so probably have these malay sayings.

Okay, i basically dont really follow malay people. :/
you may ask my friends. ahahahha.
i prefer chinese, no wait,
christian. :D

but no choice, im still a muslim. :/
i have to fast and stuffs.

AHHHHH! :D
I'd a wonderful dream at night
until i dont even know what the hell i sms-ed to haziq.
I was dreaming of the hot emo angmoh guy i saw at vivo.
My Goddessssssssssss! :o
I was dreaming that he called me out,
then he held my hand and we were walking at Esplanade.
He told me he'll be studying in S'pore for me.
-.-" well, its part of my dream.
then he kissed my forehead and said he had to go.
then i woke up. >:(
damn, my sister called me up cause haziq's calling.
Picked up the phone then i dont know what im mumbling to him then i put down the phone.
then i sms-ed haziq this
"eyy. you never call me, what sia, i thought you will call me or something,
but you never, what kind of bf are you?"

omg, then i went back to sleep.
darn, was my dream that bad?

ahahahah. :D
alright, goodbye.

pisssseeed :(

2007-06-06T03:07:00.000-07:00

http://blowingkiss-es.blogspot.com/

another copy of mine.
thank god, i was reading ashraf's blog,
then i saw this link,
click on it, dang,
everythings the same.
except, name changed and credits given to her.
>:( it was alright for me at first.
but when i continue to read.
EVERYTHING IS THE SAME!
darn! im freaking pissed.

i think its not funny.
does she knows i took like 2 freaking hours to do this blogskin code.
looks easy but its not alright.
and she just taking the page source just like that.

THATS IT!
IM NOT BLOGGING
TILL SHE EITHER CHANGE HER SKIN OR
ADMITS SHE'S IN FAULT AND CREDIT ME.

oh fuck up things are happening to me.
great, just great.

Tear up the pictures, the pages you've saved,

2007-06-05T23:10:00.001-07:00

oh raaaaaaaaaaaaawr! :(
she thinks that when her counter reaches a certain large number,
she thinks her blog is cool & she starts posting like 'professionals'.
Seriously, im' dissapointed with these kind of people.
Who knows, its they,themselves who are so bored,
that they refresh their blog until it reaches a large number.

pathetic? yes, very.
Who knows people do that.
You cant tell.
even if you ask, they'll reply you back saying
"oh no ah, who so idiot to do that."
but honestly, they do.
Thats dumb, real dumb.

Alright, enough throwing temper over these sorta' of people.
Today woke up @ 0830 :(
i swear i was sleepy still.
But my mom ordered me to eat prata she'd bought.
So, ate finished.
and I was fully awake.
Haziq called me asking me if i woke up already,
by that time, my mom and dad went to work.

and so, im alone with my sister at home. :)
i went to meet haziq and we went to places.
AGAIN! :/

&& i saw this hot emo ang moh guy.
GOD! he looked at me five times,
even thought he's with his parents.
eyyy, he's hot, and really looks like Alexandre.
I WANT HIM.
but damn, haziq's there and thus, his parents.
T.T
wasted huge opportunity.

:/ but, its okay,
maybe faith will bring us to meet again,
eyy, he's really hottt!
fuckkk, this is the first time going crazy for a guy you know!
he look at me FIVE times.
then the fourth and fifth one, he smiled at me.
damn, am i so lucky or what?
today and yesterday was my days! :D

YESTERDAY,
mom told me happy which i cant wait. :)
and i ate seafood yesterday.
I ATE ALL THE COCKELS! :D
damn, i swear its nice.
my first time eating it.
Thought it'll taste bitter,
turned out to be a blast alright. :D

alright,
im happy today.
goddess, goodbye.

with cigars and knives

2007-06-05T09:05:00.000-07:00

i badly miss you, haziq. ):

hello! :D
alright, guess im kinda high in the morning.
And, ive decided to give a post.
eyy, at least im not making my blog dead.
isnt it?
its one of the rare days i decided to post something in my blog.
alright? so just stick with fucking it!

oh, i know!
its crazy vulgarities day today.
woohooohoo!

btw, how can i forget.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETNAKUMAR!
:) how can i ever forget a peanut,sorry, a huge peanut.

Mmph, I currently miss haziq.
why cant that **** live near my house?
damn, he's coming now i guess.
but sadly, im gonna have tuition @ 10.
but haziq gonna wait for me at some other blocks.
:/ cause my aunty's coming.
and if she saw haziq in my house.
she'll comfirm suspect.
and my mom will the first to know about it.
eyyy, this is call woman power.

lol, my words have no links.
ahhh, who cares.
okay, i havent bathe yet.

damn, goodbye! :D

ive got really let it go

2007-06-04T02:10:00.000-07:00

hello people,
im back from going out with seraphina. :)
I really enjoyed myself today,
i have tons of pictures to post today.
they're all beneath these bunch of paragraphs. :D

Firstly, we met around 11.30am.
Early? well, im used at that time i guess. :/
we went to cineleisure to book our tickets for Shrek3.
:) we went for the 1.05pm.
lmfao, we went to take neoprints.
then we went toilet to cam-whore. :)
ahahah,
then we went for the movies already.
we're like damn early.
So, before the shoe starts,
seraphina and me kept on laughing out loud in the cinema.
:/ btw, sera, what was the reason?
lol.

okay, then after the movie,
we went to CHINATOWN!
just to cam-whore.
we've planned this during our chinese tuition.
eyy, taking pics there are nice. :)

alright, then we went CLARKE QUAY to cam-whore agian.
lmfao.

okay, pictures below.
lazy to edit,
im only editing some larh.

random shots.

OH OKAY. GOODBYE LOVES! :[]
ive made a new smiley ":[]"
ahahha, okay, goodbye.
im going dinner with my family later @ Muthu's Curry.
>:) i cant freaking wait to get the curry on my tongue.
:DDDD

its the best freaking curry i've ever tasted.
ahaha!
RAWR!
RAWR !
RAWR!
RAWR!
RAWR

okay lurh, goodbye.

who's birthday coming? >:)

2007-06-03T11:36:00.000-07:00

updating a short one. :)
my birthday's is in another 30 minutes.
yay!
lmfao, im celebrating myself.
okay, im going nut. -.-"
sera shoud know what i mean.

well, i watched Shrek3 today with family today
in m'sia.
oh yes, FREE. :D

i think its super funny.
rating it. 8 out of 5. :/
got such thing?
ya, for me, definite yes.
i love the frog, damn hilarious. :D

Currently, im pissed with my mom.
why cant i play the comp now?
c'mon, its my birthday tomorow, you know?
): why why?

its so sad.
ah wells, im making a short one.
i went out with sayang on saturday.
he bought me a waterbottle :D
ahaha, well, its okay if he cant afford a ring or whatever.
but, he'd given me so much love that
its so priceless. :)
Actually,Haziq, i dont need rings and stuffs,
all i need is you. :D
I LOVE YOU.
his card is so effin' touching.
when i went home to read it.
its kinda touching to see.
he made it himself.
ahahah, he drew a frog there.

well, its called cute right?
:)

mmph, going out with SERAPHINAAA tomorow.
:D
yay, watching Shrek again.
Im' that good okay.
i accompany friends watch one.
heh.

alright, goodnight.

cleaning sucks badly.

2007-06-01T01:59:00.000-07:00

'life's like swings and ferris wheel'

hello, :)
today's band prac was a total bitch.
cause, ive to clean my intrument for like fugging 1 or 2 or so hours.
my hand is damn fucking smelly due to the oil for my instrument?
yaa, damn, i wished i didnt even touch that FAT CAT thingy.
ahahah.

alright, band was boring and slow :/
but was fun ah, when playing CHALLENGE.
^^ its like memories. :D
yea, so overall band is okay.
i love band de lorrrxxxx!!!
eeeww, noobs write like that. :)

rawr,
okay, im darn sleepy.
:l today actually got take some pics.
but then im lazy to upload it.
so sorry,
:) GAVIN & HUILI, please wait for next time ah.
cause im talking to haziq while typing this post.
ahaha. >:D
okay, i keep on laughing today.
and i insulted my senior saying that she's from m'sia.
-.-" you know felicia.
not really insult ah, just like joking only.
:) oh wells, she's my best senior.
lmfao.

okay, im darn sleepy.
goodbye. :)

i love haziq?
nahhh.
lmfao.

behind closed doors

2007-05-30T23:11:00.000-07:00

' ive missed you quite terribly'

Hello, readers.
ive just went to check out noob's friendsters' profile.
total nooooooooooooooobs.
i hate them for how many years already.
not mentioning your name.
if not they and their 'gang' want to find fault ah.
i scared ahhh, D:
whatever, they can go esap their own punats and koneks.

alright, enough terrorizing my blog.
:) im back to normal.
RAWR! :)
i went to slack with my dear Seraphina. :)
its been long since i talked to him.
Why?
cause she'd work.
why i'd haziq :D
So, there were like no time for us to chit chat.
and so we did today.

:D
we ate prata at Adam's Corner today at 11.30am.
:) chit-chat, and start laughing.
she said something so touching, y'all know. :o
she said
'oh mastura, you are so fun to be with,
see your face, can laugh, unlike *******, so boring.'

im' not gonna mention who the hell is that.
:l cause she ask me not to tell her.

after that, we slacked at station. :)
talked,gossiped and cam-whored.
im lazy to post.
most probably, seraphina would post.
she and her edits.

alright, goodbye.

out of my boredom

2007-05-30T01:01:00.000-07:00

'i love your anticipation'

hello, posting this finally at 3.51pm. :(
where am i the whole morning?
well, designing shoes! :)
i was bored lurh.

alright,
at 7am+, haziq sms-ed me, saying he wanted to talk on the phone.
so, okay, talked to him on the phone
from morning till now.
D: uh yes, i didnt bathe. :x
ahahha, busy talking.

lmfao.
thus, there was no one to entertain me,
and i was alone at home.
T.T
thank goddess for haziqqqqqq.
>:)
he made a blog,damn effin' cute lurh.
but im not letting anyone see. :p
im so selfish, whatever.

:))
so, from 10.30am, i start to take out the old school shoes.
and start to design it. :D
lmfao, some words are really ridiculous :l
but, my sister said its nice. >:)

yeaaaaaah.
cant wait for saturday,im gonna see my dearest sayang. :)
okay, im tempted to go sentosa again.
T.T

with haziq,
with seraphina also.
ahaha.

alright,
short one.
goodbye.

the shoe. :)
okay or not?
-.-"

my love for you deepens

2007-05-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

'i always thought you were for play,
now, i terribly love you, haziq'

hello, chocolates and sweets :)
alright, from now on, i'll use centered posts.
like, seraphina etc. :I
cause, everyone's using it.
so stick with the trend.
:x garbage mouth.

i seriously gonna' change my blogskin soon.
im getting sick of it.
:)
what am i spouting?
im always sick of skins.
when will i ever love one?

oh wells.
today, 29th May.
went out with my dear/baby/honey
LOL! seraphina should know what i mean,

Alright, today's kinda pathetic.
I was sleeping so soundly,
was about 9am.
then got people call my house.

My phone was right beside the bed i was sleeping on.
i ignore the first call,
then i rang again, i got pissed, i just picked up the phone.
'HELLO?!'
i was haziq, i was lying on my bed,
thinking of what he'll be saying.

cause', before today,
i fought with him quite badly,
he said that he was outside my house.
i thought he was joking ah.
then suddenly really.
sitting down at my stairs.

:/ i asked him from what time has he been waiting.
he told me 'from 7'
by that time was 10 when i was all ready.
ahahha, 3 hours he had been sitting outside and wait for me.
cause, i off my phone thus, i put silent.
so, he've been calling me for 41 times
just to wake him up.

OH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :)
what a sweet boyfriend i have..

oh god, im so effin' mean larh.
alright, then i asked him why is he outside my house
he said he was worried about me,
then he cant sleep the previous night
and wanted to come see me, :/
how convincing can he get?

lmfao, he even lied to his parents saying he's having class
in school. :3

ahaha,
we didnt went IKEA in the end,
we went sentosa.
cant you believe it?
from MY HOUSE-TAMPINES-SENTOSA.
:/ super long journey okay.
but being with him, takes a short time.

i was really bored,
then i wanted to go sentosa,
out of the sudden,
i was really in the beachy mood. :/
alright, so we went there.
and played the water.
i was all drenched okay,
so is my sayang.

hmmph, there were transparent fished in the water.
there were huge ones and realy smalls ones.
they bited haziq. -.-"
they never bit me, of course,
im so fresh.
-grins-

my hair's became rough
D: alright, i really need a haircut.
BADLY!
BADLY!
okay, im gonna tell my mama about this.
i need a haircut. :)
ohya, something funny happened in Vivo.
Haziq also cant forget about it,
right sayang?
:D

alright, enough talks,bye.
OHYA!
seraphina, i want to go sentosa with you also.
>:( you better fuck aside your work!
must spend your time with me also!
WEI!
am i high or something?
well, i think so.

full apology

2007-05-26T22:25:00.001-07:00

' I miss you so badly that it hurts '

im sorry, haziq. :I
i promise i'll love you forever. :)

alright,
new day, thus, Sunday.
Its darn hot today. ):
today, had tuition with my girlfriend, Seraphina. :)
tuition, was again, dumb.
btw, i think i lost all the worksheets my tuition teacher gave me.
T.T
how pathetic can you get, mas?
D: oh!

not much happened today,
tuition,tuition and more tuition.
what else but studying.
okay, i hate school homeworks.
my chinese holiday homework is like on stack?
fuck, its hell alot.
): but the words are huge okay.
and tough. :(
seraphina taught me the words. :D

ahaha, okay,
im crazy.

mmph,
so, today's post will be about my aplogy for my love, haziq. :)

im sorry yesterday night.
i threw my temper on you.
okay, i really thought you're those play play kind.
:/ but, you seemed like you're really into me.
okay,
i love you terribly, haziq idraki. :)

goodbye loves :)

leaving those memories

2007-05-26T11:57:00.000-07:00

'throwing those miseries to the back of my head,
i love you sincerely♥'

hello readers.
okay, im not use with centered post.
well, giving it a try.
okay, im lame.
oh wells, i wasnt so happy yesterday either.
but, i was damn moody in the beginning when i see shahrizan.
i even fought with my dear, just cause of shahrizan.
what fuck, yes, fuck it.
but, soon later, i was back to normal.
all thanks to haziq. :)
he said something so touching which i cant describe.
thus, he'd send many many MANY sorry's messgaes.
though, it wasnt his fault.

yeah, i love you. :)

then went to the runway show.
:/ was alright,
people there are very into the show
and very enthuastic.
unlike bendemeer,
uncivilised people.

ahh, okay, cant grumble cause its a junior college for godsake.
what else can i ask for.
isnt it?

okay, i think im not gonna' find trouble with the Js' anymore.
its no more in my list.
we're gonna be classmates with probably another 3 years?
cant help it, but its a must.
And i cant possibly be a resistance to them.
they're classmates after all.
just really wish they delete their filthy blogs :)
they wrote about me.
i think its a huge insult.

at least, i admit.
i did wrote about you too.
but did i delete it off?
i did right, so, they should too.
if not, this will carry on.

Okay, Im turning good?
maybe, i dont know.
oh wells, life is about changing attitudes.
:/ i think ive got a major attitude problem.
no wait, thats what every teacher said.
eversince kindergarden.
Darn, it just pisses me off.

AND THANK GODDESS!
Ms.Koh did not mention anything bad about me to my teacher.
and luckily she didnt insult me in the report book.
if she did, i could have runaway from home. :)

my mom is still not happy with my results.
My history overall failed.
though i passed my mid-year.
Im' pissed with it.
if im hopeless in history.
Wouldnt' Geog. be even so much worst?

RAWR!
why must it be so complicated.
):

aahhh,
back to story!
yea, after the runaway.
seraphina and me went to the bus
and we slept in it.
the indian man infront is like very disgusting.
keep on looking at me and seraphina.
mostly at seraphina
cause she keep on yelling on the phone
'HELLO? HELLO?'
the indian man thought she's calling for him.
gross?
yes, very.

ah wells, we're both racists,
its impossible for us to stop.

okay, goodbye.

if only i could be the same

2007-05-25T12:41:00.000-07:00

i hate school ):
its effin' unfair.

starting of the day,
i'd already been called out by Ms.Aw over that matter.
cant teachers just get the fucking over it?

its just DEFIANT.
its not as if i rob a bank and i dont owe up.
Well, Im' strong today.
Other's cried.
:l i came back class first.
i was asked to write a apology letter to Ms.Koh.

I wrote whatever shit-hell-fuck i wanted to tell Ms.Koh all my life.
:) well, at least she's gonna read.
she's gonna feel the pain.

btw, i think she read it already.
WANT TO KNOW WHY I KNOW?
cause, during the cleaning-class-campaign shit,
Ms.Koh smiled at me and asked me nicely to go school.
maybe cause of the letter?
or maybe, she's happy that she's not gonna see me for a month.
whatever,i dont give fucks.

alright,
im soon gonna have a parents meeting later on.
my mom's not back.
):
ahaha, alright.
goobye.

break a tear

2007-05-23T05:54:00.001-07:00

hello people. :D
im back from outta' space.

how are you people?
are you guys fine?
i love haziq you know?
:)

&& seraphina also.
ahahha.
no wait,
gavin,huili and yuanlin.

:D
I LOVE THEM ALL.

today, its my worst day of school.
cause, i cried first time in school?
damn, its true.

it was really a sad one.
mr.kwok called my name, gavin's , huili's and seraphina's one.
:S
was rather shocking.
but i know whats the reason though.
-.-" my name was called twice.
one was to go DM room & another one for not tucking in uniform.
:)

ahaha, mr.kwok and ms.aw said something so hurtful
that i burst into fucking tears.
i couldnt stop.
then, thank goodness for the history thingy.
so, we're able to released.
:)

mr.kwok is a ******.
lmfao.

history trip was okay for me larh.
:)

you've brought me higher

2007-05-19T21:57:00.000-07:00

hello peopleeeeeeeeeeee. :)
yesterday was the most memorable day ever.
:D

im not going into details.
the only person i told,
is my sister and seraphina.
ahahah. :x
no one else.
cause i want it to be official.
wtf? im talking nonsense.

okay.
i met haziq @ boonkeng 1.30pm
:/ i was so noob.
no, haziq was even noober.
cause he's not sure of bendemeer's
environment. :)
so, he's the blurr blurr one.

hmmph,
saw his face, alamak, keep on smiling.
ffffff-ed him already.
ok crap.
then we went to bugis first.
was really hot alright.
burning like mad.
hungry? nah,
i ate two doughnuts before going there.
lmfao.

then he ate at mac.
i eat mc'flurry.
alamak, forever.
-.-"

then went to marina square.
esplanade there,
haziq got pissed with a fat man there in the library.
:/ ahahah, but he was damn freaking rude.

slack slack slack,
went to town. :)
walk everywhere again.
ahaha, then around 10+pm
we settled down at paragon and slacked.
he _____________________
and told me _____. i was so speechless.

but, i was happy.
ahahah.

after that, he sent me home?
not home ah, at mrt station only. :)

<3 bye loves.

2007-05-18T07:25:00.001-07:00

hello. (:
was today outing with sera fun?
fuck hell yes. :D i love today cause of
that okayyys. :)

there's fuckloads of pictures for today.
cause we took about 100+ pics today.
:) im so glad

we wanted to go plaza singapura today.
but turned out ikea :)
GAH! best place to go cam-whore.

seraphina and me were super-crazily high.
even two malay men though we were
crazy children. -.-"

okay, pics.
lazy type...

under on the children's showroom's bed. :)

the huge cupboard!

:) im just acting like im afraid of it.
-.-"

shitting down. :)

well, we really love this pic with the turntable alot.
:)

see what i mean? :)

teevee. :]

:)

yay, i love froggie. :D

above all are all reflections of ikea's mirrors. :)

except this, :)

above all these too. :)
all mirrors reflections.

its a huge bed okay,
seraphina and me love the green color. :)
its damn sleek okay.

:) LOVES!

RANDOM!

STUPID. -.-

ya, i love to smile. :)

i love this, somehow.
i got stuck in it also. :l
everyone was looking at me when taking this.
damn, the sofas' was damn nice to sleep on.
if only sera and me got a house, we would have bought this
and sleep together. :/ does that sound les?
well, girlfriends do that.

our shoes. :)

there was no food ah.
pretending, but its really funny. :)

:)

:)

>:)

>:D

i show this sign so that small kids wont get influence
but such nonsense going on in singapore.
its shit okay the sign.
its not cool.
never coool.

we're pretending to be drunk. :)

:)

i love this one. :)

bathing ah girl?

we're so short. :)

solo pic. :D
love this one too.

<3 the fucking hotdog. :)

rawr! :D
enjoying the food.

goodbye people. :)
i love seraphina more.
and froggie. -.-"

okay, byebye.

i love you quite terribly.

2007-05-17T22:04:00.000-07:00

darn, my phone's bill gonna' burst very soon.
): my may's months' sent messages reaching 2000 very soon.

D:
hope it dosent burst.
so, i apologized to those people who sms-ed me but i didnt reply.
:) i do get your msg, i just cant message back.
bill's gonna but off soon.

): greatfully sorry.
besides,
im going out with seraphina soon.
ahha, we're not sure where we're going to go today.
but i know, it'll be effin' far away.

we're sick of going town,vivo and stuffs near our house.
:) we're going northern or east side this time. :s

ahah. thanks to haaaaaaaaziq for the top-up in my ez-link.
now can go anywhere i want.
:D

im sounding like noob like that.
ahahha. :)
eh, i feel like i want to go out with haziq again eh.
that noob. :D

i know he will be reading this soon.
HELLO HAZIQ! :D

sick.
ahahha.
okay, today's school was boring.
horrible in chinese lesson.
:l dead boring ah.

then got this section, have to go hall for some breifing
on how the hell to take care of elderly.
i hate it, everyone hates it.
ahaha, i think we're the worst section they ever taken.
some even at the back there, resting on the floor and sleep.
everyone just keep on talking and talking among themselves.

ahahah. :)
today, class was also boring.
caught outside class two times already.
first time, was Mr. Kwok.
i was with gavin and seraphina.
surprisingly, he didnt even scold us for being out of class.
-___-"
we pretended we're going back class.

then later after maths, with the same people.
this time, Mr. Macolm Tan.
ahahah. he asked also.
but didnt scold us.
:) so blessed alright.

okay, goodbye.
i love my jubo kawans.
-.-

ahaha. :)

somethings are meant to be.

2007-05-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

when your bestfriend thinks that you're just
selfish over time. :)
but i still love seraphina ... and jubos' -.-

alright, :)
hello earth.
im like back from going out with haziq. :D

dang, i really hope seraphina stayed with me and him longer.
but, i still had fun with haziq.
we're really very silly in town.

ahaha, he's really an ass at times. :]
sera's face was screwed when she saw haziq.
-.-" she went home soon after that.
oh wells, i sent her until the mrt station there.
:) im sorry.

whatever, seraphina, you're still my bestfriend. :D

:) I EFFFF'IN LOVE YOU LARH,
SERAPHINAAA // SERAPONG. :D

okay, then when sera left.
haziq started to talk,talk and talk.
i over there, smiling to myself once again.
rawr! we're like crazy from plaza singapura onwards.
rather, stupid.
we wanted to go town at first, but then was raining.
then we walked out then, we walked back in.
few minutes later, walk out again.

then i told him "its raining lah!"
then he said "alah, use MRT laa"
great thing, he top-up my ez-link card.

nyehehehe!
then we went to orchard,
haziq keep on singing. was really dumb.
and im there smiling again.
walked around.
then like silly.

we' were lost in wisma atria.
couldnt find the exit.
then shaw house also lost.
-____-"
damn funny please.
i was like 'eh, i think we're lost ah, how ah? eh how how?'

then we sat at wheelock there,
cause our ass's hurts so bad that we badly need to sit down.
:) sit down,
talk,talk,
then he told me something that i went speechless.
but i was still smiling then.

then i quickly ask him to walk the other side.
really speeechless. :I

then walked again.
then sat at somewhere.
forgotten where. T.T
then cam-whored.
lmfao.

alot ah, lazy upload here.
:)

haziq's noob face
and meee. :D

uhm, i find him looking like a frog.
-.-" oh wells.

goodnight, darlings.

thanks for being there when i need not need you.

2007-05-15T00:07:00.000-07:00

im loving' every minute of my love.

its like you're always here beside me

every second of the day. :)

alright.

enough of those mushy mushy items.

i deadly love @#$*&#$^$%@#!

D: dosent know if he loves me or not.

i made a biggest mistake last night.

sorta, regretted it, somehow.

sorry,full regrets.

i promise i wont do it again. ;)

alright,

once again,

i screwed many papers. ):

i failed maths and chinese.

by just few marks.

i know maths i wont pass one.

even though if add in my class tests marks.

cause i did them anyhow. ):

im such an ass, im so close to the passing mark in maths.

chinese? super close.

how amazing, my chinese marks is higher than maths.

how pathetic.

oh, i passed my science though. :)

was rather careless.

omfg, D: wasted one mark.

rawr!

today was boring.

kinda regret going school.

super tired. ):

could've died.

but morning was fun.

going school with sera.

thought she screamed on the phone,

oh wells, its life, you'll always get scoldings from friends.

isnt' it? :I

ahahha,

alright,

goodbye.

im loving you even more

2007-05-14T03:55:00.000-07:00

:)
hello readers of hysterias'.

O.O
blogger's got a fucked up problem
with hysteria.blogspot.com
so, decided to move here.

rawr! -.-
okay, im getting lame once again.
:D alright,
moved here.

all my links are gone.
tag me if you would like to have your link here.
and ask nicely.
rude-askers are of course, wouldnt have their links here.

simple drill isnt it? :)
if you think im just a copy-cater,
well, at least, i credited. :D
GLYNIS. yea, thats her.
got her code from her blog.
well, i asked for permission at one of her tagbox in one of her blogskins account.
;D

heh, alright.
i <3333333333>, **** :S
lol. -.- like some bad word.
oh wells, just want to let you know, i love you. :)

possibly the start

2007-05-13T21:29:00.000-07:00

:) hey moved here.
i know, i know.

oh wells.